Sunday, October 31, 2010

Please dont do me any favors Mr. Intentional

Oh Mr. Intentional........

Oh it's nobody else's fault
Except the truth about you
You know that life goes on without you
And your expensive misinventions
Disguising your intentions
Don't worship my hurt feelings, Mr. Intentional
Oh, oh oh oh
See I know you can't help me, Mr. Intentional
The only help I need to live, is unprofessional
The only wealth I have to give, is not material
And if you need much more than that, I'm not available
Please don't entertain me, Mr. Intentional
Oh I dont need your sympthy, Mr. Intentional
Stay away from me, Mr. Intentional














When does Mr Right become Mr. Wrong?
Maybe we were never right.
Perhaps we were always wrong.
Is it you?
Is it me?
Its us. We just dont belong together.
No matter how much love there may have been between us
it is no longer.
Was it ever really there?
What is love?

I waited for you.
I anticipated your arrival.
I grew old in your absence.
You no longer want "me".
Im not the porcelain doll that you created.
Im am the pieces that were put back together after being broken.
I am the words that were never spoken.
You were all I ever wanted.
Never what I needed.
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Friday, October 8, 2010

The times they are a changin'

Sickness really makes me appreciate my health. Appreciate, cherish, love
and feel very blessed for my health. I have been really feeling a
transformation in myself. I feel like I am growing spiritually. I can see
the difference in my views and feelings that are changing regarding numerous
issues. I have come to find that I was actually very judgemental and hateful.
I have beenn carrying around all this negative energy and its just not the
person that I want to be. I will be making many changes for the better I hope
as soon as I am fully recovered.

I realize that I was not a very happy or well adjusted person. I guess it
takes falling down to look up and see that you were never really standing
in the first place.

Cheers to growth and change.

love


"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
2 Timothy 1: 7
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Saturday, October 2, 2010

I could really use a wish right now. wish right now wish rigt now

I am as sick as a dog. My throat is so swollen and in pain. I was supposed to go out tonight after a long hiatus but now all I can do is wish.......

Big Lips bootie 120
$1,135 - shopsavannahs.com
High heel boots »

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Winter Wish List

Sheer Plaid Boyshirt
$68 - madewell.com
Sheer tops »

Wildfox Lightning Cut Off Tank in White
$64 - shopthetrendboutique.com
Vintage tops »

Leather Lace Up Ankle Boots
1,100 GBP - brownsfashion.com
Leather heels »

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Saturday, September 25, 2010

KIMI

so, I japanimated myself. Yes, it was all by accident but proved to be a very fun little activity for my and my friend Omari. I had a picture and I started playing around in photoshop. Voila! Kimi was born! I sent the pic to Omari and he asked me what my anime name was...I was like hmm? I dont know. I also didnt know that the anime names have meanings and so on and so forth. I looked through a list and found the perfect name for myself. Kimi. Kimi means "she who is without equal". Pretty cool I thought. Then I proceeded to give Omari a name but thats our lil secret. :)

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And no I didnt grow hair overnight, Im wearing a wig I bought about two months ago that I only wear in the confines of my bedroom. I feel like a little sexpot when I wear it. I like the real me better.
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Friday, September 24, 2010

The Road To Recovery

Is a long and winding one.

"the life of strain is diffucult. The life of inner peace--a life that comes from a positive
attitude--is the easiest type of existence." Norman Vincent Peale


umbrella. photography. Pictures, Images and Photos
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

THATS ME IN THE CORNER, THATS ME IN THE SPOTLIGHT

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This blog entry was started last week. It was going to be a much darker post than it is now
going to be. This post was before I started the pills. Darker days. Days are still dark but
thiny pinholes of light are starting to shine through. Hope never dies.....I hope.
"Three things will last forever--faith, HOPE, and love." Corinthians 13:13

Its weird how I chose this title for my post based on my favorite song that I played
while I was getting ready for an art/poetry show. I had a whole little story all
planned out but as we all know, nothing ever goes according to plan. Its weird how
I took a picture of me in the corner seat at a bar,.......... losing my religion?
Maybe not losing my religion but Im tired of bars. Maybe Im finding my religion?
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