Sunday, October 31, 2010

Please dont do me any favors Mr. Intentional

Oh Mr. Intentional........

Oh it's nobody else's fault
Except the truth about you
You know that life goes on without you
And your expensive misinventions
Disguising your intentions
Don't worship my hurt feelings, Mr. Intentional
Oh, oh oh oh
See I know you can't help me, Mr. Intentional
The only help I need to live, is unprofessional
The only wealth I have to give, is not material
And if you need much more than that, I'm not available
Please don't entertain me, Mr. Intentional
Oh I dont need your sympthy, Mr. Intentional
Stay away from me, Mr. Intentional

When does Mr Right become Mr. Wrong?
Maybe we were never right.
Perhaps we were always wrong.
Is it you?
Is it me?
Its us. We just dont belong together.
No matter how much love there may have been between us
it is no longer.
Was it ever really there?
What is love?

I waited for you.
I anticipated your arrival.
I grew old in your absence.
You no longer want "me".
Im not the porcelain doll that you created.
Im am the pieces that were put back together after being broken.
I am the words that were never spoken.
You were all I ever wanted.
Never what I needed.

Friday, October 8, 2010

The times they are a changin'

Sickness really makes me appreciate my health. Appreciate, cherish, love
and feel very blessed for my health. I have been really feeling a
transformation in myself. I feel like I am growing spiritually. I can see
the difference in my views and feelings that are changing regarding numerous
issues. I have come to find that I was actually very judgemental and hateful.
I have beenn carrying around all this negative energy and its just not the
person that I want to be. I will be making many changes for the better I hope
as soon as I am fully recovered.

I realize that I was not a very happy or well adjusted person. I guess it
takes falling down to look up and see that you were never really standing
in the first place.

Cheers to growth and change.


"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
2 Timothy 1: 7

Saturday, October 2, 2010

I could really use a wish right now. wish right now wish rigt now

I am as sick as a dog. My throat is so swollen and in pain. I was supposed to go out tonight after a long hiatus but now all I can do is wish.......

Big Lips bootie 120
$1,135 -
High heel boots »

Winter Wish List

Sheer Plaid Boyshirt
$68 -
Sheer tops »

Wildfox Lightning Cut Off Tank in White
$64 -
Vintage tops »

Leather Lace Up Ankle Boots
1,100 GBP -
Leather heels »