Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I want her haircut!!!!

Rihannas hair is basically what I strive for when I go get my haircut. Current red hair not included. Right before she did the red top she had this hair style and color. I dont think Im bold enough to do the color but definitely I am going to grow the top out like this.
She is my style icon for sure.



my newest obsession

Im a simple girl. I am amused and excited by the random things. Im very easy to please. Like these aviators. I purchased them at Forever21 a week or so ago and I just am obsessed with them. I would wear them in the dark if I could and they were only 5.90. What a steal!!!!!!!!


I am still very excited about MS Hill.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Interesting article

Jun 28, 2010
Eat less meat to save the planet - UN

The world needs to change to a more vegetarian diet to stand a chance of tackling climate change, according to a major new United Nations report.
The group of international scientists said the greatest cause of greenhouse gas emissions is food production and the use of fossil fuels.

But while the use of coal and oil could be gradually replaced by renewable energy sources like wind and solar, the world will always need to eat.

As the world population increases it is feared that the production of food will become the main cause of climate change and environmental degradation.

The International Panel of Sustainable Resource Management pointed out that agricultural production accounts for 70 per cent of global freshwater production, 38 per cent of land use and 19 per cent of the world's greenhouse gas emissions.

The report, that will be presented to world governments, said the only way to feed the world while reducing climate change is to switch to more a more vegetarian diet.

"A substantial reduction of impacts would only be possible with a substantial worldwide diet change," it read.

Achim Steiner, Executive Director of the UN Environment Programme, said ordinary consumers can help fight climate change by eating less meat.

"The Panel have reviewed all the available science and conclude that two broad areas are currently having a disproportionately high impact on people and the planet's life support systems—these are energy in the form of fossil fuels and agriculture, especially the raising of livestock for meat and dairy products," he said.

Mr Steiner said governments could encourage people to eat less meat by reforming the system of taxes and subsidies so vegetarian food is cheaper.

"Smart market mechanisms, more intelligent fiscal policies and creative policy-making are among the options for internalising the costs of unsustainable patterns. Some tough choices are signalled in this report, but it may prove even more challenging for everyone if the current paths continue into the coming decades," he added.

Lord Stern of Brentford, the author of the influential Stern Review that first argued for economic measures to fight climate change, also believes the world needs to eat less meat.

He has already warned that the price of meat and other "carbon intensive" goods will need to go up to fight climate change.

Source: Telegraph

Sunday, June 27, 2010

yesterday felt like the worst day of my life

Anxiety. If you have ever suffered from a panic attack you know the feeling. The feeling of fear is so intense that you feel like you are going to die. I felt like that yesterday. The worst day of my life. :(

Wikipedia notes Panic attack has been described as an episode of incredibly intense fear or apprehension that is of sudden onset.[1] The DSM-IV describes a panic attack as a discrete period of intense fear or discomfort in which (at least 4 of 13) symptoms developed abruptly and reached a peak within 10 minutes.

According to the American Psychological Association, the symptoms of a panic attack commonly last approximately thirty minutes. However, panic attacks can be as short as 15 seconds, while sometimes panic attacks may form a cyclic series of episodes, lasting for an extended period, sometimes hours. Often those afflicted will experience significant anticipatory anxiety and limited symptom attacks in between attacks, in situations where attacks have previously occurred.

Experiencing a panic attack has been said to be one of the most intensely frightening, upsetting and uncomfortable experiences of a person's life.

Wikipedia hits its on the nose. Today I feel much better. I even had to go to the emergency room where they drugged me up and I slept over fifteen hours thereafter. Im sharing this experience because I hope Im not alone. I also hope this never happens again. I need to find the root cause to this and fix it. :(

Im hesitant to post this. Ive left it on the create screen for over two hours thinking it over. Of what people would think of it, or me or so many things but Im going to post it. That is the whole purpose of this blog. My outlet.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."

1 Corinthians 13:13 (NIV)

I like to believe that when Paul and John sang “All you need is love” that they were right. They say love makes the world go round but they also say Money makes the world go round. I don’t need money, I don’t need “things” I just need LOVE. Hmm?

Faith, hope and love. I will keep the FAITH, never lose HOPE and simply LOVE

. What else do we need? I don’t know. In the end, I think faith, hope and love is all we have or will ever need.

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Monday, June 21, 2010

I heard a rumor.....

Man, anytime I even hear a low whisper of a possible comeback from Lauryn Hill I get all excited and go straight to youtube and watch her videos and sing live. She has to be my all time favorite. I love her. I grew up to her music. I had this poster in my room.

Lauryn Hill Pictures, Images and Photos

the first time ever I heard her voice.....

stay tuned...

im gonna do my first V-log today!!!! check out my hawk and who knows what other crazy shenanigans and hooliganisms will occur.

Its A Wrap

So, let me start off by saying I got a Mohawk……… 
Well a faux-hawk but hey to me it’s a Mohawk and Im rocking it. I wish I had pics but the only one that I have is kinda blurry and Im not sure if it will show. I will post it anyways. See if its visible. I went into the salon with an idea and a picture and I basically got what I wanted. I love it when a hairdresser actually listens. Don’t you?

I’m posting a picture of RiRi and myself. The front of my hair is not that long ……. yet. But that’s my goal. I definitely want it much longer in the front regardless so that I can start getting more like the Rihanna picture. The picture of the back of my hair sucks. My hairdresser took



I finished The Little Black Book of Style and I have to say. I really enjoyed. It was rather short but a fun read. I got some great tips and insight from the book. She is very much into the classic look I think and I love it. She states that there are no rules but definitely guidelines and I think that she was right on point with her many many years of experience and knowledge regarding the subject. I really like how she emphasizes individuality and advised if you are going to follow trends make them your own. I recommend this book to anybody.

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Ive been riding the public bus as of late. ALL LAST WEEK. I have to say Ive rather enjoyed it and whodathunk that there a so many hotties that ride the bus. Its nice to have a little eye candy on the ride home and it gives me time to just THINK. Plus its better for the environment but then again Im not so sure it is. I think of these huge buses driving around all day polluting the environment. I wonder if the effect is worse. Nonetheless I save a lot of money.
Im hoping to move closer to work soon. I just want a little place all to myself. I want to be alone and do it all on my own. I feel so dependent right now and I hate that feeling. I hope to find a place soon. We will see. We will see.

I need to hurry up and get that new camera asap!

I also watched How To Lose Friends and Alienate People.
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I have to admit I had no desire in watching this movie but I decided to give it a chance on the advice of my mother. MOMMY KNOWS BEST. Lol I ended up really liking it and I didn’t think that I would. It was really cute and honest. My mother was like who is this Megan Fox girl and whats the big deal? I was like seriously? She’s the hottest woman on the planet(except for the thumbs but nobody is perfect) She responded with an Ehh and that she was nothing special. I beg to differ but I do think she has had stuff down to her face since this movie and Transformers….what do you think?

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Regardless she is beautiful.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

The Little Black Book of Style

I just started reading this book I purchased from Amazon a while ago. I havent had time. Ive been busy being obsessed with the show Lost among other things but I have to admit I just started reading it and I already like it. It feels very intimate as though Nina Garcia is actually speaking to you herself. The illustrations are very cute. So far from what I have read its all about self confidence and Im all for that! Page two is a full page quote from Sophia Loren.


Im gonna enjoy this book. I know it.

Nina Garcia's Little Black Book Pictures, Images and Photos

nina garcia's luxe list Pictures, Images and Photos

lol at this clip I found of her on Project Runway. I love that show too btw!

nina garcia gif Pictures, Images and Photos

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Happy Birthday to Me!

My Birthday Present To Myself

A NEW CAMERA! Nothing fancy but a nice and sturdy point and shoot. Just for now. Im just dying without a camera. I cant believe I have gone this long without one(two months). And I lost my memory card. That is even worse. So many memories on that card. The good, the bad and the ugly. In the wrong hands who knows what could happen. There isn’t anything too incriminating on there……..or is there????? Oh well. Cant cry over spilled milk now. I’m very excited about this camera search because I think I have found the right one for me.  And its very inexpensive. The features are awesome!
It can be used underwater up to 10 ft (which is great, I cant swim too good anyways so I wont go past 5 ½ ft) among many other great pictures. Im still looking around for an affordable camera, preferably under 200.00. Every camera I like is Fuji. Im surprised I usually stick with Nikon but I am like the specs on the Fuji cameras. I think Ive already made my choice. The 1st one is going to be my new camera! Happy Early birthday to me! 

FUJIFILM - FinePix 12.2-Megapixel Digital Camera

FUJIFILM - FinePix 12.1-Megapixel Digital Camera


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Monday, June 7, 2010





I always get like this when it starts growing out and my head starts looking like a helmet. lol

My musical obsession of the moment

I am absolutely in love with this song at the moment. I dont know if anybody else does this but if a song striked something in me I will listen to it over and over and over and over. I dont know why. Its not to make myself sick of it because I just love it even more when I stop listening to it over and over. I think subconciously I am trying to imprint the song in my brain for forever. I have to admit when I first heard of this band I didnt want to give them a chance. I made my decision about them before I had ever even heard one single song. I hate to follow anything "trendy" in music. I have to find it on my own terms. I know....I know. I kept hearing a song on the radio a while back and I loved the singers voice and the guitar riff. After a while I used my shazam app to find out the band and what do you's Muse - The Uprising. Now Im starving for more from them. So at this time Im just listening to Neutron Star Collision on repeat. I am a secret romantic so I love the lyrics and I love his solo at the end. What a gifted human being. This song and video actually make me want to see Eclipse. Dont get me started on the Twilight saga though.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Movie Spotlight

I cherish this film for numerous reasons. A truly great film invokes great emotion and this film has accomplished that for me. From the moment I first watched the trailer over two years ago I knew I had to see it. I was alone in my excitement. Any person that I showed the trailer was dumbfounded at why I was so anxious to see this film. I couldnt believe it but thats just another way that I am different from those around me. The cinematography alone was enough to have me drawn in and I found the story to be an adventure I wanted to be a part of. I eventually convinced my ex to watch it with me. He was miserable throughout. I was like a kid in a candy store. I absolutely loved it. Maybe thats why are no longer together. We were two different people. This film also shows me that. It amazes me how something can bring forth that kind of response. Lee Pace is so great in it. You can feel is pain and desperation to end his life over heartache. I always identify with the jilted and heartbroken lover in movies I guess. The movie is quite long but if you are a fan of great storytelling and beautiful cinematography then I highly recommend you see it for yourself and let me know your thoughts.

Music is my drug

I heard this song through another blog. That's what I love most about blogs. I love reading them and finding out new stuff or being introduced to different and exciting worlds that I may never see otherwise. Its wonderful.

Drake Drake Drake

I am in love with him right now. :)
I havent bought a cd in years but I will definitely be buying his 1st cd on June 15th. I just love him!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

The Beautiful Men of Lost

In order of beauty of course. Haha. Just kidding but wow, these men are beautiful. I know men are not supposed to be beautiful but I really think that some men do qualify. Ian Somerhalder is one of those men. That face is absolute perfection and those eyse. Hold on a sec, let me wipe the drool off of my chin.

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Yet as beautiful as Ian is,Josh Holloway is handsome. Gorgeous and rugged. I love his character Sawyer. He is my favorite character so far.

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Matthew Fox is just such a mega hottie.......

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Matthew Fox Pictures, Images and Photos

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Matthew Fox Pictures, Images and Photos

Matthew Fox Pictures, Images and Photos

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Pop quiz hot shot

I think Speed may be the first movie that I watched Dennis Hopper in and he was absolutely creepy. Helluva actor though. I love him in True Romance. The greatest actors all have this dark side to them and he sure had it.

Dennis Hopper Pictures, Images and Photos

Hopper Pictures, Images and Photos


I am very excited about today. I have to share it.  But where do I begin?
Well start with the bad part and get to the good part. The bad leads to the good.
On Memorial Day, after a long and very fun day of swimming, I was headed home and my car overheated, causing a crack in the radiator. Boooooooo. Ive been without a car since. Not fun.
Well let me backtrack a little bit. In junior high and freshman year I had a crush on a friend(in high school I had a least 20. I was a bit boy crazy but we can save that for another story). He disappeared and I never got to tell him. We have been friends through myspace but merely acquantances and lived our lives without any interaction with one another. Very recently he has tried to reconnect with me and now we are “talking”. He is very smart and totally different than I could have possibly imagined but all in a very good way. Im excited. We were supposed to go on a date on Memorial Day but my cars little boo boo made that impossible. “Mr Orange” (we will call him that for now) even offered to come over and fix my car for me. He went to school to be a mechanic. How convenient for me. How sweet of him to offer. He didn’t come over but he is tonight and he is going to find out what is wrong with the car and then take me out to dinner. He is aware that I am a vegetarian and unlike Mr Boss(from previous posts) is not trying to convince me to eat meat. Needless to say, Mr Boss and I no longer speak. So Mr Orange is taking me to a vegetarian diner.  Im so excited about that above getting my car fixed. I hope we have a great time and it leads to something more.

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Wednesday, June 2, 2010

spotlight on

Elizabeth Taylor

Images of the day

Elizabeth Taylor might be my favorite old school legendary Hollywood movie star. Not only is she absolutely beautiful but she is a great actress with a big heart. I absolutely adore her.

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elizabeth taylor Pictures, Images and Photos

elizabeth taylor Pictures, Images and Photos

elizabeth taylor Pictures, Images and Photos

I thought of her today more so because she is published love letters from Richard Burton in Vanity Fair’s next issue. The cover is to die for. Elizabeth Taylor was and still is my ideal of beauty.
Elizabeth Taylor Pictures, Images and Photos

elizabeth taylor Pictures, Images and Photos